I had so much to write in this journal. Its now late in the evening and the things i am thinking about are totaly different from what i was thinking about during the day.

I played 3 hours of Dota today at an internet cafe and at the end of it, i thought to myself, i dont want to be apart of this immature group of people. They swear, taunt and say things about woman that makes me think that one they either havent been with one or two they want to fill their egos by trying to act like they have been. Yet during this evening i still had the urge to play dota. Maybe im bored

I had a hockey game this week and it was terrible. Considering that i have only been playing hockey for 6 months and i am now playing in a league with people that are far more experienced than me and seem to be disgusted at how i play hockey and push me around. I like the game but the people are getting too serious and i am not sure if i want to play with them anynore. I am actualy quite good at hockey but the other players are acting very arrogant and full of kak. Btw we did win 1-0 but it didnt feel like a win to me. It felt horrible.